After listening to you guys' stories, I reckon I'm very very happy with my riding career.
I have a riding buddy that is a great rider, always keen to ride, rings me up every Friday night to organize the weekend's rides, he's single, intelligent, passionate about bikes, and motivates me to get out there and hoon it on my Busa!
I'm also in a great position where I have very few time consuming commitments apart from work, and I work at a bike shop so I can get discounted maintenance parts etc to keep the cost down.
I have always been passionate about riding bikes and the freedom that comes with that.
I met a guy today who is 65, just got divorced from a 39 year marriage/term and he's just gone out and bought a brand new v twin cruiser bike and is enjoying himself so much meeting new people, he said it's a life saver for him.
I was so inspired by him, what a great way to rejuvenate your spirit and have joy again!! We swapped ph numbers and he's going to keep in touch for rides.
My point here is that the most important thing about motorcycling is meeting like minded souls, the social contact between people is crucial for our mental health and well being.
Being on this forum and meeting you all has been so good for me, even though I live alone I feel like I have family right here at home with me.
So Jbaby, don't be discouraged, you can get your first love back again and enjoy riding, you just need a good riding buddy, as others have also said.
I hope you make the right choice re selling or keeping your bike.
Give it more time mate.