DEFINITELLY ask what went wrong. My sheriff dept said I live too far away.
Soooooo, now I'm going Army. I've wanted to be Special Forces since I was little. So now in losing my LE job, its forced me to pursue military experience. My family thinks based on my interest that I'll LOVE military service anyway.
Plus, I can retire in 20yrs in the military at 38, as opposed to almost 60 in LE...nuff said.
Besides, being paid to shoot, throw grenades, and go new places...DUH!
I know you're feeling low man, I was there not too long ago myself. What was said above is 100percent accurate, "when God closes a door, he always opens a window."
Feel free to PM me anytime man, just to chat/vent/whatever.
Good luck man, and yes, we're ALWAYS with you.