Bob, I am so sorry to hear of your plight(SP). you will be in my prayers. Please do not leave this family. Keep us updated as to how you are doing and call on us, your family, if there is ANYTHING you need or could use. I can not even begin to comprehend all that you are going through. Stick around and allow us to be one of the rocks you lean on along this journey.
Good luck and best wishes. We do care