Michael...sorry for jumpin' in this thread late...had no idea.
You know whatever you need, don't hesitate to ask. This place has proven time and again in the past to be a great source of assistance and inspiration.
You know we're here for you.
+10000000 my friend...
You know I am sure you are down, but I read somewhere that God doesn't give you more than you can deal with, and even though it sucks for you, He knows you are the one person that can do the most for your loved ones. So follow that lead and as someone above said be that hero they need. Prayers out!