bacharles - dont ask.... I at first glimpse I tried to gouge my eyes out with a spoon (it was already in my hand), but I was so schocked I missed. by that time it was too late.. the image was already burned into my brain.. AHHHHHHHHHH. I tried blowing high preasure air into my ear to get it out and it almost worked.. now I just have fragments...
My therapist (which I started going to because of this) has told me that in time... the images willllllll eventually fade and all that will be left will be hardened scars that will cause pain now and then.. She said probably within the next 10 years I will be able to start sleeping again without nightmares....
during the day I am mostly ok, I just twitch a little