Hey, Shawn...don't know what to say, bro.
You're a valued family member.
I know whatever it is, it's only our business if we lose someone (you) who is a friendly, familiar 'face' here.
If something has happened which makes you want to not be associated with us, then it seems only fair that you tell us what it is/was so we can grow as individuals and as a group.
I don't anticipate that you'll divulge your reasons, Shawn, but whatever they are, I hope you can come to terms without leaving.
If I help in any way...