Its tuff 4sure. I can feel your pain...easy.
But,my MoM always told me,"Life is for the living".
In other words,dont grieve too long.
And if ya got a wee bit O Irish in ya,like I have. Don't grieve at all.
Everybody dies. I wish they didn't,but they do.
Toss back a couple shots in his name.Think about all the good times,not the bad.
RSD.