We live our entire lives trying to ignore the realization of what's waiting at the end. The loss of a loved one reminds us of our own mortality along with the pain of the loss itself. I hope you and the others who had to go through their own losses find some peace knowing your loved one's suffering is at an end and your love was a bright spot in their lives. When it's all said and done, the most important things we leave behind are the relationships we build with the ones we care about. Grieve, but live life as if it matters. My prayers go out to you and your family.