You are a real "Stand up" guy! Owning up to the fact that you simply ran out of talent when you needed it most is rarely found among all riders. Simply go back and look at all the crash threads and see how many own up to the fact the crash culprit was actually in the seat at the time of the crash. Not very many, eh? Almost all make an excuse and point to something they can pass the blame to. Over the years I've heard them all. The most common of course is "I didn't see that gravel in the corner" & "I went into that corner to hot" both of which are lame excuses.
You are honest with yourself and you'll reap the benifits down the road!