Just wanted to show that there is still honor in some men. Not trying to insinuate that others don't have honor at all, I just thought this needed to be here.
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Well folks..I hope my new bosses here don't get to upset with me for posting this but I hafta get it off my chest and outta me head...by speaking from my heart.
I hope some might better understand by me explaining a few things first that are going to sound god aweful close to "Excuses" but they are factual reality for me...so here's the shortlist...
1. With a wife and three daughters?..I woke up 1/2 blind about 6 months ago...as apparently my borderline sugar diabetes evidently decided to cross the border...I had no healthcare...tried to straighten myself out through diet and exercise...did fairly well...eyesight returned to fairly normal within weeks of completely abstaining from any sugar whatsoever and over the past 6 months I've lost nearly 50lbs of body weight...and?..feeling quite a bit better.....but still get quite moody at times.
2. I work 55 hours a week and fugged up a $40,000 part I was machining at work last week...over a silly programming error no doubt due to mental fatigue.
To say I've been under a bit of stress lately is an understatement...and is why I was so looking forward to this past saturday off and to organize a huge busa ride for sunday to get my mind off the shid that's stressing me out so bad and whad I run into first thing saturday morning?...boom...board shutdown...I immdediately paniced and went into action trying to email links out to members only to find...6 hours later..that it was just caps (untimely for me) april fools prank...and I went off.
To say being banned from the board and people I considered a 2nd family of sorts and spent so much time with "hurt" is also an understatement....and after 3 days?...late last night?..I fired cap off a firey pm curtly explaining to him several heated reasons for my disgruntlement...and after laying into each other a few times back and forth?...it was over almost as fast as it started...and not good.
Today?...while at work?..(thanks god I still have a job after last weeks screw up)...I was thinking about some of the points cap brought forth to me in his pm responses....and then I got to figuring...ya know?..to him it was just a prank.....a joke....and how the he11 was he supposed to know what was going on or through my mind...or my personal state of emotions..at the time...and after all...it is "His Board"...the same one he owns and busts his butt to manage...and me?..he11..I was just a guest in his home..and by the end of todays workday?...I decided...I was in the wrong for going off on him like I did...and when I got home to re-read his responses to me again?...I started feeling like the worlds biggest ingrate and...one he11 of an...april fool.
Obviousely?...I was the azzhole that took it the hardest...and also vented my anger in various inappropriate actions and elevated levels of hostility....by taking it all out on caps april fools joke...a prank he had every right to pull...and I guess even I hafta admit it sure was one he11 of a good one...sure bit me hard at a bad time...and now?..It's cost me thousands of online friends and my posting privilages I used to have at Hayabusa.org.
So...without further adue?...cap?...I'm sorry man...I apologize...I said many things out of anger at other places aimed at you and that was just wrong of me to do...way over the top..as has been said...it was just a joke.
That said?...I have decided either I or my life or both are seriously fugged up...why me?....why did I take it hardest and go off like that?....and the only answer I can think of is my own personal stress levels...I'm not fit for social consumption.
L8R, Bill.
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Quote Fm Bill:
Well folks..I hope my new bosses here don't get to upset with me for posting this but I hafta get it off my chest and outta me head...by speaking from my heart.
I hope some might better understand by me explaining a few things first that are going to sound god aweful close to "Excuses" but they are factual reality for me...so here's the shortlist...
1. With a wife and three daughters?..I woke up 1/2 blind about 6 months ago...as apparently my borderline sugar diabetes evidently decided to cross the border...I had no healthcare...tried to straighten myself out through diet and exercise...did fairly well...eyesight returned to fairly normal within weeks of completely abstaining from any sugar whatsoever and over the past 6 months I've lost nearly 50lbs of body weight...and?..feeling quite a bit better.....but still get quite moody at times.
2. I work 55 hours a week and fugged up a $40,000 part I was machining at work last week...over a silly programming error no doubt due to mental fatigue.
To say I've been under a bit of stress lately is an understatement...and is why I was so looking forward to this past saturday off and to organize a huge busa ride for sunday to get my mind off the shid that's stressing me out so bad and whad I run into first thing saturday morning?...boom...board shutdown...I immdediately paniced and went into action trying to email links out to members only to find...6 hours later..that it was just caps (untimely for me) april fools prank...and I went off.
To say being banned from the board and people I considered a 2nd family of sorts and spent so much time with "hurt" is also an understatement....and after 3 days?...late last night?..I fired cap off a firey pm curtly explaining to him several heated reasons for my disgruntlement...and after laying into each other a few times back and forth?...it was over almost as fast as it started...and not good.
Today?...while at work?..(thanks god I still have a job after last weeks screw up)...I was thinking about some of the points cap brought forth to me in his pm responses....and then I got to figuring...ya know?..to him it was just a prank.....a joke....and how the he11 was he supposed to know what was going on or through my mind...or my personal state of emotions..at the time...and after all...it is "His Board"...the same one he owns and busts his butt to manage...and me?..he11..I was just a guest in his home..and by the end of todays workday?...I decided...I was in the wrong for going off on him like I did...and when I got home to re-read his responses to me again?...I started feeling like the worlds biggest ingrate and...one he11 of an...april fool.
Obviousely?...I was the azzhole that took it the hardest...and also vented my anger in various inappropriate actions and elevated levels of hostility....by taking it all out on caps april fools joke...a prank he had every right to pull...and I guess even I hafta admit it sure was one he11 of a good one...sure bit me hard at a bad time...and now?..It's cost me thousands of online friends and my posting privilages I used to have at Hayabusa.org.
So...without further adue?...cap?...I'm sorry man...I apologize...I said many things out of anger at other places aimed at you and that was just wrong of me to do...way over the top..as has been said...it was just a joke.
That said?...I have decided either I or my life or both are seriously fugged up...why me?....why did I take it hardest and go off like that?....and the only answer I can think of is my own personal stress levels...I'm not fit for social consumption.
L8R, Bill.
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