Kevin, I admire your desire to live, fight and be free. You are truly an inspiration to others to maintain that positive kickass attitude and belief, true belief. My father as you may recall went thru this same thing, started out colon cancer...years later his went to prostate, fought and won that. Last year they found cancer running rampant thru his body, lymph nodes, liver, stomach etc.. chemo and radiation heavily for a few weeks, then he had a heart attack. He was so weak and ready to give when I finally able to get him on the phone, I let him hear his granddaughters voice, of course she's too young to talk, but her baby babble is something he hadn't heard previously. He never even met her at this time. We made the trip to see him and his eyes lit up like a Christmas tree. We had a lengthy conversation about him needing to fight, and all that was good in my life as he raised my brother and I. That was in May-June this year, and now he's "cancer free", and back at work putting in over 60hrs a week again. I wonder if he had your desire if he wouldn't have made it so far down the ladder, but we'll never know. Important thing is he, like you, found his reason to fight. Keep that in your vision as you have and focus on it. My family will continue to pray for you and your family.
Sincerly,
Charlie