Sorry for the loss of your pet. I had to put my doberman, Duke, down three years ago. It hurt so bad I swore I would never have another dog. After about 8 months, we adopted a dog from a local rescue group that had been with them since he was a puppy, and he was 1 1/2 years old when we got him. He is a mixed breed, 130 lb. mutt, and no one wanted him. He is not a dog I would have adopted, but he needed a home. He is the joy of our life! I swear he is Duke reincarnated! When the time is right for you, I hope you will give a home to another dog. There is a dog out there that needs and deserves a loving person like you.