I sent a message also... I'll probably be the one reading it to him...
I went to see him on my lunch. I got funny looks when I left and was making my way through the parking garage...
I was strong last night when I saw him. I couldn't be today, I hated crying next to him and as I left.
Last night he looked good, today... more swollen... everywhere. Both hands, feet, definitely the eyes... made me very sad to see him. He was so drugged today that he had no reaction to me. I did take a peek under his blanket and gown too... no not at that body part... but to see chest/collar bone area and his legs. His right thigh is pretty messed up. Eric should be there right now actually and I will see him again tonight and through out the weekend.
I am in the process of moving to 1/2 block from the sands of Alki beach. This is a bitter-sweet thing to me because the first place I met James and finally got to talk one-on-one with him was at a bike show at Alki beach. I told him I will see him every day, so even if it is hard for me, I will go and talk to him and pass on well wishes.
When MJN is out of town, I'll do my best to keep you guys updated.
~Cherie