Truthfully, if you would have done that to me. I would have pulled out my gun and shot you, see i carry it day in day out religously. I have been carjacked (with my kids in the car) before and i can tell you one thing, it'll never happen again. Sometime you just need to take a breathe an ask yourself is it really worth it to make an ass outta yourself. Its great and all that you "made up" with the guy, but what do u think would have happened if he would have had a gun?
No you wouldn't have bro...
You might think about it, But I am willing to bet, Deep down... Neither you, me, or even our Hardcore Cop friend here is going to actually pull the trigger on a Dude with empty hands.... Nope... No matter how scared ya are.
Weapon or object in hand yeah prolly... But I believe as strange as it sounds neither you or Bullet (Which Really Sounds Screwed) is really thinking about the whole scene, and the realities involved in a shooting. OK ANYWAY....
OK, Say he had come up with a gun, I was ready, I didn't split. Hell it's Florida and everyone has guns so I was waiting to see which hand it came up in... Call me stupid, whatever, but I kinda hoped he would produce a weapon cause it would sorta open the floodgates if you will, let me off my leash. Does that make sense? It would allow me to actually open up. I dunno, I thought it would be theraputic. I am absolutely UN-concerned about dying due to gunshot. I dunno why, I just know that is NOT how I am going to buy the farm...
I HAVE been there before. I had the .12 gauge against my head, fuggin psycho in a van on the other end... So What did I do? I screamed at him to "Pull the Fuggin Trigger", I repeated it... I said "You pulled the fuggin Gun You piece of Sh!t, NOW YOU HAVE TO FUGGIN USE IT." "YOU HAVE TO SHOOT, YOU FUGGIN COWARD"
I dunno... I know it sounds like a fuggin film clip, I cannot explain my actions, but I believe that in this case it kept me alive... I believe the absolute lack of fear, maybe the "Crazy Eyes"
Fuggin whatever, actually saved my ass... I think I put the proverbial fear of god into the guy, OR I just called his bluff in the worst way. Either way, both he and the fuggin passanger were shaking. (Just like the poor ####### in the Mini-van) Shaking SO BAD in Fact, that I could hear the cylinder rattling in the frame of the revolver. I remember that clearly. I remember telling the guy to get that fuggin thing out of my face or pull the fuggin trigger... He lowered the .12gauge, and started rattling on about "Sorry" this and that, and how they were just messing around, and didn't mean anything... basically he jabbered like that till the cops arrived....
So, I believe if he had pulled a gun, he wouldn't have fired fast enough. Or not at all... Just a hunch, I saw his eyes...
OK OK Like I said before I am not claiming to be a fuggin "Tough Guy" far from it, I came here and fessed up... I figured it was appropriate because of the prior days thread and things I HAD JUST written as "THE RIGHT THING TO DO" were things I didn't do just the very next day.... It's simply Fugged up, I am still NOT trying to JUSTIFY ANYTHING... I was plain wrong and it prolly would have been SUPER good for me had the Guy behind me been a Fuggin MMA Heavyweight... Probably would have been excellent stress release Getting a good Solid No questions ASS STOMPING...
<span style='color:orangered'>vrsca2003</span> I do know what your getting at, and it does come back to the breathing... So I've been much better ALL week and this little Fug up really has served as a Wake UP call, a notice that I am currently wound WAY TOO TIGHT....
