If I understand it right I need 112 people to quit and then my job is safe for this go round. The cut off date for the layoff is 3/2/98 and my hire date is 4/20/98. In all rights I should be gone but with early retirements and voluntary layoffs I should be ok. They are cutting a lot of our out stations but the guys there can only fill holes left my people leaving. They can't bump someone out. Which means that if a station is closed and someone senior to me loses his position there he can't force me out and I get to keep my job. I still think that is wrong. I only have 8 years here and if someone has 20 years but their base closed they're gone. Not good for the moral. I won't know for sure what my fate is until 2/19/06. Until then I have to make up my mine what I want to do. If I do manage to stay I will be one of the bottom feeders and probably have to work midnights.
I will have to worry about if there is another cut, can't buy anything because of the uncertainty, continue living with my parents because as soon as I buy a new house I will get let go with my luck, deal with stress because of the not knowing what is going to happen tomorrow, and just generally hate life. But the big question is how badly do I want to quit my job and start all over from the bottom somewhere else? For the past two years work has gone down hill and yesturday I thought I was finally going to know what to do. Well so much for that I still have no idea. I really hate this. I really would like to just leave and get on with my life but I also like what I'm doing here and would hate to just walk away. It's pretty bad when you sit here and wish that they would tell you not to come back. I guess I need to set down and make a list of all the reasons why I should stay and what I would gain by leaving.
Once the final numbers come out and I know if I still have a job I will let you all know.
Once the final numbers come out and I know if I still have a job I will let you all know.