She knows of the site but would have no idea where to find the thread. If she did find it and get set off that would make my decision so much easier if she didnt respect the way i went about getting advice.
As far as her having someone else and some mentioned, i talk to her way too much for there to be time for another. I am not blindsighted either. I have fully considered there being another but I know for a fact there is not one. This is not a statement made in ignorance or hoping there is not another.
And as for those who say she does not like me or wants to break up. It seems that way but she has told me a number of times how she just drives me away but she doesnt want to be without me. I talked to her sister for a long time and we are going to try to get her into a doctor to get her some anxiety medication or something but i think she has convinced herself mentalled she is a terrible crazy person like her mother is (i had no idea how her mother was until her sister told me some things last night) after knowing alot of things i think this is destined to end unfortunately but I am going to try some things and hope for the best before i give up.
I told her things need to change last night and basically said it cannot continue if she stays the way she does. She has been pretty mellow today but we will see in a few weeks to months how things turn out and what will happen... Im not a quitter and I dont give up on anything easily its just when i see a lose lose situation I do not waste my time on it...
