I'm so torn right now. I've been asked to be a paul bearer. It's one of the greatest honors of my life to be one of the last two people in this world to carry this child I love so much. At the same time, though, it'll be the hardest thing I've ever done to put her down for the last time. I don't know how I'm gonna handle this folks but there was no way in the world I couldn't turn down the honor.
Thanks again for each and every response. Man, this is going to be the worst weekend of my life... Your thougts and prayers will definitely be in my mind.